Jamilah... Jamilah...

I so don't get Jamilah. Yes Nad, you know who I'm talking about! I don't understand why she has to poke her nose in every single thing, that sometimes doesn't even concern her. Well, I dunnolaa. Maybe it's just the tone of her voice when she say, "What?" or "Let me see" or "Who?". Man all her why what where how when are really irking me. I mean, it's not that I dislike her, nor do I hate her, but it just pisses me off when she wants to know EVERY SINGLE THING. Like there was this time when you were supposed to write down your contact number, and e-mail address yada yada, so she has already written all her particulars the day before, so on that day, it was my turn cos I was absent the previous day, and oh well oh well I should have seen it coming. Right after I finished writing(and I don't even bother to look at other people's particulars, I just don't see the point of doing so), I heard "Let me seeeee...". And it was ringing and buzzing in my ears... The world suddenly came to a halt. I don't even have to turn my head, I already could have guessed who said it. So I just gave the paper to her. Ok, so maybe I shouldn't really get worked up over that. Ok that's one thing. Another thing about her is that she just seem to be so damn kiasu at times. Today, she didn't bring her goddamn Literature Paper 2 book. And you don't even need the goddamn book, cos today we were not really referring to the book. We just had to act out scenes and others will have to guess. So our turn was over. We do not need to refer to the goddamn book. But she just had to ask for my book. "Borrow me your book, I want to see". So fine... I gave her the book. And guess what, she ended up not referring to anything. The book was left open to the Introduction page. I mean what the heck. Suma benda dia nak. Buku aku dia nak. Benda tu dia nak tengok. Hal tu dia nak tahu. Beh kalo ko sedang sedap bercerita, dia tanak dengar... bila ko ngah syok-syok daa half-way thru the story, baru dia tanya "What? What?". Then ko kena repeat. Even tho ko tahu yang dia takkan faham cerita tu kerana dia tak kenal sape yang ko tengah berbual tentang dan sebagainya. Aku cam penggg sikit ah ngan dia. Rambut aku boleh botak, stress. I mean she's nice and kind and all, but sometimes, she just have this irritating and annoying aura. She laughs at every single thing, she stick her butt in every single thing(which mostly doesn't concern her and not worth knowing also) and well she's just so irritating!!! And I'm not even having PMS today, but I'm still irritated. Maybe she should make an effort to leave things as it is, and not try to hard to get to know every single thing. Well I'm sure than Nad the doggy could relate to whatever I'm saying. *sigh* What to do? I'm too nice a person to tell Jamilah off. I just can't say, "J, shut the bloody fuck up! You don't have to give a flying fuck. This matter does not concern you. Even if I tell you, you won't know or understand the fuck I'm talking about. So why don't you just mind your own fucking business and finish up your stupid fucking Chinese essay?! Chao cibai!" Maybe one day I should hint to her, but well sometimes, when my conscience is working well on that particular day, and I'm extra alert to my surroundings, I just can't do or say something that I think might hurt someone, or I will just regret and dwell on it for one or two days, and that's gonna make me feel bad. So I hope that one fine day, maybe almighty God(cheybah) will just make her realize that she is being a bit too kaypoh and kiasu. And hopefully she will try to limit her kaypoh-ness which is really getting on my nerves. I can actually feel it. Everytime I don't feel looking at someone's face when I talk to them or answer their question, I know that I so can't tolerate the person. And this is what is happening now. Everything she asks me a question which I feel inclines towards kaypoh-ness rather than something that you really need to know, I will just answer nonchahalantly while not looking at her face, cos the more I look at it, the more I feel like throwing a selipar Jepun on her mouth so she doesn't have to ask me stupid questions again! Oh dear God, please bless me with a little bit more tolerance to get through this rough patch in my life, surrounded by super kaypo and mega kiasu people.

Anyways, Lee Bangsat has proved her bangsatness today. Pussy slime! Pubic hair! I feel like ramming a maze(yes the military band kind of maze) inside her asshole through her intestines, then her stomach, oesaphagus, in her throat and out her mouth. I mean really, what's with her unjust treatment towards girls, and by far prefering the boys. I know girls are supposed to like boys... but not YOUNGER BOYS! You are so sick Bangsat! See what you have done to Ira. You have turned her to a vile paedophile! Well, guess what that stupid pea-sized brain did today? She did the dumbest thing a human could ever do. She gave a small piece of Cadbury chocolate and tell Cindy to share it with her group members which is made up of Joleen, Yangxian and me. How the flying fuck are 4 grown-up kids are supposed to share a small bar of choc? Not that I want it, but just use your fucking brainlaa you ugly, desperate spinster/widow! You are such a VILE VENOMOUS BEAST! Anyways... she did that to Azura and Aslin too. Aslin gave her opinion then Azura chipped in some of her thought, and Lee Bangsat the stingy, cheapskate ho gave Azura the small bar of choc and said "Share it with Aslin". Ok... that's ok... then it was Xue'En's group to act. The group consisted of Xue'En, Bryan and Hansen. So well they acted out... then after the whole thing, Bangsat the SIAL CIBAI PUKIMAK KONEK PENDEK said, "Oh you all did a great job, each one of you take one chocolate". THE FUCK?! And why?! JUST COS BRYAN ACTED AS THE NARRATOR CUM PIG?! So they did well just cos one of the guys became a fucking PIG SWINE KHINZIR BABI BINATANG HARAM! And of course, cos they are all BOYS WITH DICKS. What the FUCK? You actually think they're gonna SCREW YOUR FISHY SMELLING CUNT cos you gave them A SMALL FRIGGING PIECE OF DOG SHIT CHOC each?! You could only score with an ANJING KURAP! Even so, the DOG WILL WANT TO THINK TWICE. Cos they might just be impotent after MEMANTAT-ING YOU, YOU CHOLERA-CARRIER!

Oh yes, that CHEAP WHORE actually like Damein. She asked the class who do we think is the most positive person in class and Joshua said Elijah(Zaccheus) and that was prolly just a joke or mockery, I dunno, then BANGSAT JUST HAD TO CHIP IN HER 000000000000.1 cent worth of thought. She said she thinks Damein is positive thinking and determined. Well THATS JUST COS HE LIKES TO TALK LOADS OF SHITE AND MADE IT KNOWN! Only stupid goondhoos like you will agree with all the crap he say. Really Damein's I'm-Mr-Know-Everything-And-My-Opinion-Rocks character is getting to me too. Oh yes, and that crazy fat bastard did a lame thing today. The psychotic PE teachers, aka Ram-bu-tan without the Tan, and old hag(whom I still dunno her name) told us the(WOOHOO) TAF aka FAT club members that it's all mind over body or something like that. And this obese asshole actually believed that lame theory... and he was like running past me and Firah while reciting MIND OVER BODY over and over again like a BUDDHA GONE CRAZY! Piece of COW DUNG, BIRD POO KANASAI! So, whateverlaa...

And that piece of Ram-bu-tan without the Tan told me to tuck in my shirt, its fucking PE, and its fucking HOT, but well being the good-natured me I just grinned and tucked in. And he still got the cheek to say, "I don't want you to fold ah, I want you to tuck in or I will tell *the old hag's name which I can't quite catch cos I dun give a damn abt her stupid surname- it don't mean horse shit in my life* to teach you how to tuck in". And the old hag being the old hag she is just has to bend over and take it from Ram's black dick from behind. She said "Yes, I will teach you". Well come on over and teach melaa... then I will go to police and say you molest me and take advantage to see my panties and grab my tembam crotch while helping me to tuck it in. Bitchole. But well I was in a good mood this morning so I just grinned and tucked in. Oh yeh, the old hag can't believe I'm in TAF and asked me for my height and weight. And no brain Ram-bu-tan(maybe his brain is only as big as a rambutan seed) without the Tan thought that I have big bones. Big bones your stupid head laa! So I had to tell him that I used to be 40-45kg when I was in Sec 1, with the same height as now(haha!) or somewhere along nearly the same heightlaa. I said that I eat alot nowadays, but I don't really eat alot back then. Stupid goondhoo, if I have big bones then can see right, PUNDEK! They don't know how I work towards this. Cos I so don't wanna be under Miss Tan. And I have this sick twisted idea that if I'm in TAF club, maybe I can get fit. Cos they are more relaxed. Unlike Miss Tan who treat girls like STRAY DOGS, aka SALAKUTTA! Hahah so those under Tan- the other half of Ram-bu-Tan then MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

Ok, anyways, on a lighter note, I just realized that I like taking pics of carpark and flats like these(haha!):





And... presenting by far, my bost BIMBOTIC LYNN NASIR PIC... TA-DAAAA: