Knowing me

I am sooooo dumb. Ok, I don't care. Never mind. Let's skip that. *knocks head* *bangs head on wall* I'm having some kind of evil intentions playing in my head, but ok, I'm a nice person, so I won't do it. Arghhh!!! Aku bodoh gila... hahaha...

Oklaa, since I'm a self-professed narcist... I will... dedicate a whole entry all to myself. Let's talk about me. Do I know me? Ok that's lame, of course I know me, I've been living with me for 18 years. So.... who am I really?

I think, I am quite a private person. I don't really have so many friends, or acquantainces, or perhaps, I don't consider every single one that I know as my friend. Can say that I'm quite selectivelaa. Not fussy, but selective. So, not everyone know the real me. I don't think many know the real me. I can safely say, maybe, just maybe one of my close friend knows the real me. Haha, but that's cool. There this connection and I like it. So anyways, I just like to keep to my small little social circle of friends. I don't like to have so many friends, and most of them being hipocritical and stuff. I like the small group of friends I have now. Straight-forward, honest and fun to be with. So it's nice.

And, I think, I am quite weird, cos... I can be shy and quite but on the other hand, I can also be chatty and talkative. And I must say, it's going to take me weeks or maybe even months for me to actually open up to someone. So it's quite hard to be friends with me. Cos I don't open up much. Maybe it's the way I'm brought up, but that's cool, makes me feel like I'm some special kind of kid. Hahaha... deep and mysterious. Haha, yeah right.

I am super lazy. I don't know why I am so lazy. I just like wasting time on unnecessary stuffs, like this! Updating this blog. This dumb blog. And surfing stupid sites such as Friendster and the such. I don't even know why I'm doing all those things! Oops, I just said in the beggining of this entry that I know myself well. See, I'm just weird. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm saying. I just ramble. And talk crap. Meaningless crap. I think I'm a much better person when I keep quiet. But people will then think I'm a geek, or arrogant, with this fucked-up face of mine. Haha, talking about fucked-up face... I love my Minolta, cos with that, I can take so many pics of me looking fucked-up and pissed-off. Hahahaha, I look like a stupid weirdo. Oh yeah, maybe I should post those pics that I took with Mimi and Kaka... Hihihihi. Ok the poses are too dumb, so I won't post them.

Ok, suddenly, I thought of something. Actually the idea of me posting up pics of me(hihi) doesn't make me comfortable, cos being the private person I am, I just wanted to share them with my close friends, however, I just realized that there might be strangers out there looking at my pics... and that makes me feel weird... especially when I think about... ok never mind.

So... what else about me? Actually there's much more. But I'll just talk about it another day. In the meantime, back to my hobby, SLEEPING!!! Yippie!

p/s: Haha, aku shud really cakap dalam Bahasa Melayu. Aku rasa cam real bimbo bila cakap in English. Well, what can I say? I am a Bobo!!! A certified one... heehee...

p/p/s: Oh yeah, my school has a vice-principal now, and some new teachers. I hate PE! I hate running!