Music playing at the background: Jac singing Tunggu Sekejap, Dina singing Jangan Tinggal Daku & Top 5 Malaysian Idol finalists singing Lagenda for the P.Ramlee's themed show.

Monday, March 29, 2004

Naked

Most people think I'm evil and nasty, but just for today, I will strip myself naked and present it to the world. Enjoy my nakedness while it lasts.

Naked

I know I've hurt you. I know I've made you cry. Not once. Not twice. Not thrice. But several times. However, I didn't mean some of the things I've done. I didn't mean some of the things I've said. Sometimes I get caught up in my own emotions. Anger. Angst. Jealousy. I'm only human. But I'm sorry I vent it all on you. I had no one else to turn to. You're the only one who can take all the crap. And still love me like you've always do. Promises have been broken. Pain has constantly been inflicted. I'm aware of all these. But it's just me. I can't change the way I am. I break promises, I know I do. But it's not that I want to. I don't like to dwell on the past, but why do you do? I like moving on, but why can't you? However, I will be resposible enough to shoulder all the blame. Cos if there is someone who can make a difference, it is me. I will stop the hurt. I will stop the pain. I will do the things that you want me to. If that's what makes you happy, then I will go through any great lengths to accomplish it. That's how much I'll do for you. Because why? I love you.

Dedicated to my Mom, and whoever I think deserve it.

And since I'm feeling extremely nice, which also means I'm feeling extremely emotional and sensitive, I've composed a poem/lyrics whatever... and well, here goes.

SEPARATION (Is Never Easy)

You're going away
Not making the stay
I know it's killing me
Separation is never easy

I trust in you
Will you do the same too
I have faith in you
Will you make it come true

You fed me lies and deceit
I don't dwell on it
You know why I do the things I do
Because I love you
Accusations piled on me
I take it all willingly
You know why I do the things I do
Because I love you

Now you've made up your mind
No more words left to find
Can't stop you from leaving
It's all part of giving and taking

Go, if that's where you want to be
If that is what makes you happy
Separation is never easy
But to love you is to set you free