Lying down at the Sahara Desert

You and I...
We belong...
If we choose to get along...
Still we always bring out bullshit home.
Time is passing us by...
Holding on to you tight...
I ain't letting you go, I just want you to know.
 
Whoahhh... I am so sick of this life. I hate having to make an effort. I'm just too lazy of having to make any effort in anything anymore. I'm too lazy of having to make friends. I'm too lazy of having to socialize. I'm too lazy of having to sms. I'm too lazy of having to call. I'm too lazy of having to maintain friendship, relationship whatevership. I'm too lazy of having to be chatty just cos I think silence is deafening. I'm too lazy of having inhibitions. I just can't be bothered. All I really wanna do is lie down on the sand, looking into the sky while doing nothing. I just wanna stare into space all day long. For 365 days. Without the need to eat or drink or piss or shit. I just want to lie there from dusk till dawn, from morning till night. And be happy. Okay, maybe spend those passing days with a loved one. So I can love and be loved. Just for the sake of it. Okay fine, this might make me sound like a pussy wussy(oops that sounds familiar.....) but all I want to do in life is to love and be loved in return. And that's the only reason I don't care about my studies or anything else in this world. My family loves me. I love my family. That's enough to make me happy and gain satisfaction from life. I don't even know why I have to bother going to school everyday, trying to make an effort in studying and shit like that. It's all so mundane. I just wanna bloody lie down on the bloody sand and stare into the bloody space and do nothing. And it's just so frustrating that there are so many people who are stopping me from doing this. Goddammit. Get off my back.
 
Let me lie down on my bloody sand, nimrods.
 
I'm cranky. I know.
 
I hate making friends. I can't maintain friendships. I'm too lazy to make any effort. Don't be friends with me. Just let me lie on my bloody sand, please.